headache. lying on bed thinking why aren't i asleep. anniversaries can make one feel so completely inadequate sometimes. how come so many people got up one day and decided they wanted to get married. three hours of carpet time with Tanya and Dom is funny. all girls always mean "something's wrong" when they say "nothing's wrong". learn to love in the right language damn it! i miss italy. why can't boys be more thoughtful when it comes to planning ahead. parramatta lost the football on sunday - grrrr. bike riding is fun... my thighs got a good work out. at the rate my skin is tanning i will be black before summer even gets here. missing my high school friends. i hate shallow, drunken parties. so over everyone's sex addiction. pasta for lunch. pasta for dinner (might regret that tomorrow when i get to the loo). wish i could go back to the uni life. want to go on holidays with his famz... probably can't afford it. need to pay off my credit card & phone bill. never (and i do mean never) allow yourself a forty minute phone call when in italy... unless you are prepared to go without food and new clothing for at least two months. thinking about moving out but can't afford that either. wanna buy a house with me? sometimes... hugs and flowers don't suffice, and the hurt remains for a few extra days.