accomplishing irrelevancy

I vaguely remember driving home from Wetherill Park and hearing the song "Train on a Track" from the soundtrack of Maid in Manhattan. It's one of those songs that give me warm fuzzies the moment I hear the intro.

Right now it's late at night. It's Friday morning really... and I can only hope that I don't go to bed as late as I did this morning* i.e. 4am. It did feel good to have someone awake at the same time, sending pointless messages to. It didn't feel good waking up in the afternoon and realising the entire day had gone to waste... and that my body was still out of sync.

So this week has been a bit all over the place. Monday was spent sleeping. Tuesday was also spent sleeping. I finally got out of the house on Wednesday and went to uni (realised how much work I really need to get done.) Then I attempted to go to the office and ended up falling asleep on the recliner for an hour. You'd think I'd be over sleep by now, but since I haven't had much over the last 4 weeks... I figure this week is my catch-up week.

It was good seeing everyone at the end of the day at household; I missed the familiar faces of my YFC family... but going through the photos made me miss the WYD atmosphere. Today Christian showed me his photos from his trip through Paris, and I had a sudden yearning for all the Parra Diocese people who I didn't get to spend time on the trip.

I feel lazy and unaccomplished... even though I know that today was just as full of blessings as every other day. For one - it was a beautiful afternoon. It's the first day of Spring and the weather has already turned! YAY! Winter has passed and I'm ready to soak in the flowers, the sunshine, and prepare for an awesome Summer.

We also had a really affirming meeting with a principal about YFC High School Based. My heart was warmed to meet a man who had a true heart - someone who was willing to be build faith in his students. Praise God!

In conclusion, I've been awake for 12 hours, and all I've done is go to a meeting, realise how much debt I'm in, and fold all my clothes in my wardrobe. I wonder how long the neatness will last... Hehehe...

But I seriously need to get DISCIPLINED and get cracking on managing my life. =)

Wish me luck!!